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sinanju ([personal profile] sinanju) wrote2025-06-15 06:43 pm

Melancholy Memories

I hadn't posted to this journal in about seven years until the other day. So I went back to the archives and started re-reading all my posts from the beginning. I've only gotten through about a year and half so far, but it's...sad.

I see posts from the days when Snippy and I were happy. I see me talking about that. I see comments she made on my posts, joking sometimes, offering sympathy or encouragement or insights sometimes. I see posts I made about dealing with raising the kids, cars or appliances breaking down, about health--the kids or Snippy or me, or some combination of us being sick. I see posts about dealing her mother's terminal illness and death. I see posts about being tired, worn down, ill, stressed and dealing with it.

Posts about life, because that's all that was. Things often didn't go smoothly. But we were happy. I loved her. She loved ME. And somewhere along the way, we lost that. And I regret that very much, and feel guilty for not being the partner she needed, for making her feel eventually that her life would be better without me in it. (And I know from things she said since our divorce, that I'm not alone in that.) It's just heartbreaking to read those posts from a guy who had no idea that in fourteen years he'd be separated and living alone again, and eventually divorced.

I'm remarried now, and I'm very happy with her. And if that first marriage had worked out, I'd never have met her. But I'm also aware that I felt that way the first time and I let complacency steal it from me. I could have been a better husband. It's a strong motivation to make sure I don't let that happen again.
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sinanju ([personal profile] sinanju) wrote2025-06-15 12:16 pm
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Midieval Swordsmanship by John Clement

I've been looking into historical forms of swordplay partly for my own education, but also as background information for Highlander fanfic. I mostly write about Michelle Webster, who appeared in a single episode of the Highlander tv series, but who grabbed my attention. I've played her in a number of online RPGs, and written a little fic over the years. I've got quite a lot of headcanon about what she's been up to for the thirty years(!) since that Highlander episode in 1995.

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sinanju ([personal profile] sinanju) wrote2025-06-14 09:50 pm

Sinanju breaking radio silence!

Yeah. It's been...years since I last posted to this journal. And I don't know if I'll continue, but I figured I'd give it a try.

So...when last we saw our intrepid hero, he was newly divorced and living alone in the aptly-named Fortress of Solitude apartment. In the seven years or so since then, I've remarried. It took a couple of years before I felt ready to venture into the dating pool again, but I did, and I found my new wife and I'm very happy with her. We've been married three or four years now. (I forget exactly, though I know that we got married on October 31st--Halloween!--to make it memorable. So, the date? Yes! The year? Not so much....

I'm still working for OHSU, but I'm working remotely from home and have been for going on five years now (since Covid in 2020). I love it. It enabled me to move out of the cesspool that is, sadly, now Portland and move to a small town in Washington state about an hour's drive from OHSU. I only go into the office about once every six weeks to do things that have to be done on-site (we take it turns to do so weekly).

I went to the Oregon Renaissance Faire today. It was a 90 minute drive there and back, and while the Faire was...okay* I'm glad I went. It got me out of the house for the day. More specifically, it got me out of my office and off of the computer, away from Tumblr and X, upon which I spend too much time. It also got me away from the nagging feeling that I should be working on a couple of works of fiction. One is erotica on Literotica that is well over 200,000 words at this point, but every chapter takes longer than the last. So I'm trying to wind it up, but I feel bad when I don't work on it often. The other is a Highlander fanfic focusing on Michelle Webster. I've written thousands upon thousand of words about her, mostly in online panfandom RPGs, but some fic as well. But this one...it's like carving a statue out of marble. It's going...slowly. I'm not sure why. But getting away from all of that was good for me.

I walked around the faire for about three hours, which was good for me, too. Then I went and got a massage because why not? And then, while talking to the masseuse, I was reminded that I was in Tigard and not far from Buster's BBQ, which I hadn't had in...years.** So I drove over there and ate barbecue, and yea verily, it was delicious. Then home to mindlessly watch a few episodes of Mythbusters (it's one of my defaults when I'm too zoned out to choose something, or to pay a lot of attention.)

But now I've succumbed once more to the lure of the internet. But that's okay. I'm taking the day off.

And I don't remember offhand how to put a cut in the post, so here it is in all its wordy glory.

*I've been to MANY such faires over the years, as well as numerous SCA events when I was doing SCA, and a lot of the bloom is off the rose for me now. It was entertaining to see the crowds in costume, and to browse the merchant stalls but I bought nothing. Not even food or drink (the lines were ridiculous, and a lot of food vendors didn't sell drinks, so you'd have to stand in TWO long lines for both...no thanks). But I saw a couple of friends I hadn't seen in a while (we coordinated the day we went), so that was nice.

**I like my small town a lot, but it doesn't have a lot of the restaurant options the Portland metro area provides.
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'Adíshní Mags ([personal profile] magnavox_23) wrote2025-06-15 11:02 am
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"I Should Say A Reassuring Thing Now, Shouldn't I?"

The Fam head back to Sheffield where real life catches up with all its movies, video, and card games... huh. Meanwhile (previously?) the Doctor heads off to Aleppo to slay imaginary monsters. The gods have some issues with consent, and are stalking Earth and time with... a reverse wet willy that be stealing nightmares to feed upon. After hooking Graham up to the Tardis for some psychic bonding, they accidentally release the other god from her prison, and everyone is promptly down for their nap... or up as it were, hanging out... Anyway, the Doctor sonics her way to freedom, and they use the imaginary monsters to imprison those pesky gods, and the Fam pick up the pieces of their lives, coz Yaz still owes 50p...

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archersangel ([personal profile] archersangel) wrote2025-06-14 12:30 am
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PSA: heat exhaustion vs heat stroke/meds that cause heat intolerance

HEAT EXHAUSTION

feeling faint or dizzy

excessive sweating

cool, pale, clammy skin

nausea or vomiting

rapid, weak pulse

muscle cramps

treatment: get to a cool, air conditioned place. drink water if fully conscious. take a cool shower or use cool compresses. (i suggest using them around your neck or on the inside of your wrists, where the blood vessels or arteries are close to the surface.)



HEAT STROKE

throbbing headache

no sweating

body temperature above 103 F (39.4 C)

red, hot, dry skin

nausea or vomiting

rapid, strong pulse

may lose consciousness

treatment: CALL 911 (or whatever equivalent is in your country) take immediate action to cool the person until help arrives. (i suggest providing shade, maybe getting them inside if they're on hot cement & use cool compresses on them)

types of medication that can cause heat intolerance.
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donutsweeper ([personal profile] donutsweeper) wrote2025-06-12 04:03 pm
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Rugs, Recs and Nothing Else Starting with 'R'

I have managed to go through all of the links I'd saved to Pocket. It was honestly interesting to work my way backwards through fannish interests (the big ones like Sherlock, MCU, SPN, Merlin, NCIS, SGA, Mag7, and DW/TW but also random ones I dipped into like Sleepy Hollow, SouthLAnd, Haven and so many more) via fics and anon meme comments saved, different research rabbit holes, and general hobby interests. Out of the 1.5-2k links I've kept a little over 300 or so (many articles/fics were read but didn't need to be kept and probably at least half the links were dead). About half those kept were genealogy links-I used to be massively interested in that but mostly researched backwards as much as possible (quite far for a few ancestors including some of hub's to late 1600s/early 1700s Sweden on his dad's side and his mom's to 1500/1600 France->Quebec; many of mine I can't trace before they arrive in the US 1900ish but there's a few I've traced back to late 1700s/early 1800s in the Pale of Jewish Settlement) - generally I've lost the shine of the whole search process but I kept the links just in case. The other half is pretty random, but includes a good dozen or two things I'll be adding to various of my useful links posts so keep an eye out for that.

The Hurt/Comfort Exchange announced due to unclaimed pinch hits (there were still two unclaimed last time I checked) that there will be a delay in opening so instead of going live tomorrow, it'll be July 4th. Kind of bummed about that.

I've made two more rugs out of prepped strips I'd made a few weeks back:

37”x25.5 knotted rug with white stripe
a big, give or take 37" by 27" rusty batik(ish) one and
27.5”x 17” striped knotted rug
a smaller, 27.5" by 17" ish blue/green plaid and grey one, out of the rest of the strips left over from the rug I posted about 2 weeks ago and a pair of old grey flannel sleep pants
I'm pretty much out of places I can put rugs here, but I still have lots of prepped strips and whatnot. Not sure what I'll do about that.

Here's two week's worth of tumblr art recs at [community profile] recthething (due South, DMBJ, Doctor Who, Guardian, MDZD/Untamed and Merlin):

due South
- Let’s pretend the Rays are in the basement of an all girls school again okay (hilarious would-be reaction of the Rays responding to Fraser, and his action, in the ep he was posing as Ms Fraser)

DMBJ
- The coolest guy ever (absolutely incredible art of Reboot's version of Hei Xiazi)
- Zhang Qiling doodle (amazing take on UN's Xiao Yulang's Xiaoge photoshoot)

Doctor Who
- Two (absolutely darling)

Guardian
- Something dramatic for Weilan (this is incredible and so tender)

MDZS/The Untamed
- Modern mdzs series: 1) Wei Ying, 2) Lan Zhan, 3) Wen Ning, 4) Wen Qing, and 5) Jiang Cheng. (Love the whole series, especially Lan Zhan and Wen Ning's looks)
- sometimes I think about older Mianmian meeting Jin Ling and I just. have to take a moment (a comic/bit of animation with a little meta/thoughts about Mianmian and Jin Ling, hits you in the feels)

Merlin
- Treating myself with some soft Merthur (tender, beautiful kisses)
- my first offering to the merlin fandom, good god i'm so obsessed. look at what i've done to my boy. (amazing use of color and lighting in this)
- (tw suggestive) Lap dance (yes, good, thank you)
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phosfate ([personal profile] phosfate) wrote2025-06-11 03:38 pm
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I made a linktree

https://linktr.ee/annlairms

And started a Patreon, which is free. Come visit the deeply stupid TOS stickers.
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archersangel ([personal profile] archersangel) wrote2025-06-08 11:28 pm
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pop tarts reranking*


previous ranking. this post was inspired by trying the frosted (full frosting, not drizzled) cinnamon roll pop tarts.

*not every variety listed is currently available. some are seasonal, others were for a limited time.

  • frosted brown sugar cinnamon
  • s'mores
  • pumpkin pie (one of the few seasonal flavors i've tried, because who wants to commit to a box of 12 if you don't like them?)
  • cookies n' cream
  • chocolate fudge
  • chocolate chip
  • chocolate peanut butter
  • frosted banana bread. ok. could be more banana-y.
  • frosted (full frosting, not drizzled) cinnamon roll. not as good as brown sugar cinnamon
  • lemon crème pie. lemon things are either; not very lemony, lemony, or LEMON! these are the second.
  • peanut butter
  • fruit ones
  • pretzel pop tarts. dry & come apart at the end seams.
  • sugar cookie. would've been better, but smells like some kind of chemical. probably what they use to print the winter scenes on them.
  • frosted chocolate chip pancake. vague syrup flavor, no chocolate flavor. looks odd because of the chocolate chips on it.
  • apple jacks. barely tastes like anything, much less apple jacks
  • snickerdoodle. possibly tied with unfrosted, since they are too.
  • unfrosted ones
  • boston cream pie. boston cream filling is not meant to be eaten warm.



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'Adíshní Mags ([personal profile] magnavox_23) wrote2025-06-08 03:33 pm
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The Zahn Appreciation Society...

Yáát’ééh! ...Just me huh? Ok, I binged season 3 of Dark Winds. Loved of course, lots of feels...Jenna Elfman as an FBI agent - what in the Dharma? Brother gotta do more than build that fence! <3 <3 <3

 

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archersangel ([personal profile] archersangel) wrote2025-06-05 08:27 pm
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friday 5

1. Have you ever been to summer camp?
no. that was for kids whose parents had money.

2. Have you ever made a s'more?
yes. both with the marshmallow melted on stick over the hot charcoal briquettes of a BBQ & heated in the microwave.

3. Have you ever slept under the stars (no tent/tarp)?
no. not even out in a tent. hung out on a porch/deck to watch the stars though.

4. Have you ever had a member of the opposite sex sleep over at your house?
no.

5. What type of bed do you have (queen, twin, bunk, etc.)?

twin. it would be nice to have a full, or queen, bed but we can not afford to up grade now.

other answers are over here.